Pulse: ‘Wanderlust’ and the sensation behind the sound

Oct. 22, 2024, 8:25 p.m.

In “Pulse,” columnist Madisyn Cunningham ’27 reviews albums that spotlight the Black Queer experience.

NPR’s Tiny Desk Concerts are quite possibly the best feature of contemporary pop culture; the chance to get up-close and personal with some of the world’s biggest artists is something that feels invaluable, so much so that I sometimes feel unworthy of listening for free. It’s a special skill to captivate audiences given such a small space to work in, and when someone does it right, they do it right.

As I sit down to write this piece, I’m listening to Durand Bernarr’s Tiny Desk Concert from last year — probably my 10th listen in the past week. Everything is striking in a way I’ve never seen, from his braided beard adorned by a pink barrette to his background singers dressed as characters from “The Proud Family.”

Bernarr introduces himself as “your favorite cousin on your daddy’s side,” making the crowd giggle before jumping straight to wowing them with his vocal ability. He lights incense at the beginning of his set and sips tea from a thermos throughout, setting the scene for the intimate, soulful experience to come — one that can be replicated at home by listening to his expansive discography.

A week after his 34th birthday in 2022, Bernarr released “Wanderlust,” a funky, disco-esque 12-track R&B album. His sound is a completely new one — he fuses rock flairs with churchy vibratos and basslines to create new forms of the classic genres he is clearly a student of. The artist from Cleveland is truly an anomaly; openly queer Black men are underrepresented in the R&B space, and few are as funny and lighthearted as he is. He seamlessly blends comedy with soulful instrumentals and vocals to create a project with a truly special listening experience.

“Mango Butter” is undoubtedly the star of this album. It blew up on TikTok in 2022, where queer and gender non-conforming users used the witty chorus, “I’m a bad bitch and I’m that n—-,” to demonstrate their transformations and fluidity in expression, cutting between clips of their distinct, androgynous fashion senses. As Bernarr said, the song is “an African-American, queer proverb.” It’s a feel-good, self-affirming track that is easy to mumble to without knowing any lyrics past those of the flagship line. If “Mango Butter” is a proverb, it ends with a short sermon; Bernarr stops to deliver a hilarious aside about how he is, once again, not only that bitch, but that n—-. A few of his other songs, like “Ingredients” and “STUCK” (from his 2020 album “DUR&”), also feature spoken skit-like segments, making Bernarr’s album as much of a story as it is a record.

“Wanderlust” is uniquely Black in the sense that it is instantly recognizable to any Black person who grew up in the church. The quick flips from head to chest voice alongside the dance between percussion and strings are similar to those of Gospel — even though the subject matter couldn’t be more different. This body of work could not be replicated by anyone, let alone an artist that hasn’t grown up in Black musical spaces. Bernarr’s lengthy tenure as a background singer for renowned artist Erykah Badu shines through in his commitment to the relaxing, powerful force of neo soul.

“Leveled” is a slower track about the grounding, changing force of love. “I never knew how high I was/Until you brought me down, leveled me out,” sings Bernarr. To me, this whole album is an ode to love, both of the self and of a lover; however initially confusing it is, you can’t help but melt into its bliss the more time you spend in it. 

If I were you, I’d hop on the Durand Bernarr train sooner rather than later. I have a feeling he’ll blow up soon, and you’ll want to get to be one of those annoying fans who can say they’ve been here since he had fewer than 500,000 monthly Spotify listeners.

Editor’s Note: This article is a review and includes subjective thoughts, opinions and critiques.

Madisyn Cunningham ’27 is a Vol. 266 Arts & Life Columnist. She is from New York, NY and studies English and Communications while playing on Stanford’s Women’s Rugby team.

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